Moving along, day in, day out. Most days are like a broken record. Two little Faeries help but at times are not enough. The past has started to show their face again and I couldn't handle it. I panicked. I was affected for days and couldn't cope. But I will not back down and I continue on. I will not change what I have going on. I can notice them more and more. I want what I lost but I know it will never be. Its gone, even though it was not all my fault. The loneliness is still at bay and manageable. Touch is starting to be uncomfortable. Is there such a thing? I am awkward with it. My reactions are not normal but no one says any thing. All is not at a loss. I will continue.
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